I was fearful today, I called dear for reassurance thankfully he’s okay. Sometimes these thoughts that aren’t true lingers on my mind. I find it a struggle to rid these pessimistic thoughts that drown one’s spirit. Perhaps i am journeying and learning how to deal with my own insecurities and fear. It helps a lot to be able to clarify and stop thinking too much when it does not exist even. Right, I am on a voyage.. Hang in there! You will be strengthened thru this. With the Lord’s help and love.