typewriter.

i managed to get nearly 12 hours of sleep.

and i felt guilty of this sleep.

i’ve been wanting to blog, but i simply can’t.

schoolwork, 16 nov. it’s the DEADLINE.

i’m done with most stuff, just the last project and a final outcome for recipe.

:x samsam is scared, but daddy is with me.

i shouldn’t be afraid :D

till then!

crafting in progress

Boyzone

I’ve been crafting quite a bit, for the current project.

i think it’s driving all of us crazy already.

A classmate just declared World War 6 :D

The cassette tape is what I did for fun! but the boyzone faces,

it was painful and grueling to do it.

But on a second note, smth happened to me this week.

Let me show you, I did a magic trick called

Cutting a 10 dollar note into 2

I didn’t do anything called Photo manipulation. It’s literal.

Honestly. How beautiful can this get.

But yupps sent it to the bank and got a new one for myself.

the secret of how it’s done shall be a secret (:

alrights, time to get started with work! :x

oxox.

the days ahead.

i’m going to cry. i didn’t do work yesterday.

Daddy God, please grant me discipline.

It is going to be over soon. It’s really tough and difficult.

Especially with the cold weather, i just want to be cosy !

and hide under my covers for the day. But I shouldn’t.

Help me daddy, to be disciplined and be hardworking. :D

samsam will not drown, because He’s looking at me !

How could I ever live without you O God?

i survived.

 

i wish this won’t happen again.

rebuilding the entire website in one night.

sleeping at 5 am waking at 11 to finish the portfolio (:

I’m nuts.

I want to give thanks to Christ, I won’t be able to do this seriously, it’s His grace that empowered me. :D

i’m done!

don’t dream too much.

it feels like a dream, the days that went past.

no more dreaming samsam, assessments on 16 Nov.

I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.

I will live the deadline. the great meal will come. :D

and i made a fake cassette tape. upload photos tmr! (for fun! )

Awesome God.

Awesome God

Our God is an awesome God ,

He reigns from Heaven above

with wisdom, power and love

Our God is an awesome God.

Beautiful  song as always, i came across it in my itunes and the first and the best song I could play on the guitar is this song. It’s easy but it meant a lot to me.  How awesome is the Lord, how often it’s so easy to turn our eyes from Him and look at things on our perspective than on Him. How we choose, to be disturbed by issues rather than worshipping Him for who He is and doing every other thing but to come and worship Him. Worship is a lifestyle, not a sunday event or cell group event. It’s every single day. I miss times where the people of God coming together just coming together in worship and prayer :D it reminds of the music workshop, by a special group of people I salute to. When you have a band who is worshipping God and playing with them is a great honor. Because it’s amazing, you know what is going on. samsam is hanging on to God, though I’m tired. I feel refreshed when I come to Him in the mornings. They are beautiful because even though He doesn’t speak, that assuring presence is there. Quiet, very quiet. But it’s like a couple who doesn’t talk yet knows one another well. :) i’m learning in this journey. To think God took away everything, nopes. He stretched my ears and my quiet posture even deeper :D

* sidenote : I’m flying to Thailand for 15 days! Air tickets all booked. 10 days retreat: Silent retreat. What can I ask for?  then BKK for shopping and then Home!  in Dec.

Psalms 23

The Lord is my shepherd,

I shall not be in want.

He makes me lies down in green pastures

and lead me beside quiet waters,

he restores my soul.

He leads me in paths of righteousness

for His name’s sake.

Even though I walk through

the valley of the shadow of death

I will fear no evil, for you are with me;

your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.

You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.

Surely goodness and love will follow me

all the days of my life,

and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

i’m reminded time and time again, the importance of stillness and rest not just flying and zooming around even when I’m busy. i’m tired, schoolwork is really a huge chunk. it is scaring me out. :D but daddy is with me, i will not be afraid, but be encouraged by his presence with me. Amazed at Him again. He is the best! :D

I know I can, because He is with me. With Hi, all things are possible. Dependent on Him, not on my own. For no good thing, comes from me (:

living

” The purpose of life is to live it, to taste, to experience to the utmost,

to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience.”

i’m learning to live :D

life is such interesting journey, i wished i was always a kid somehow.

The childlike faith of a kiddo. :D

they are amazing i say to you. kiddos make your life different.

I’m going to sleep now. for a while, before heading to school.

:x

eyes popped out

i’m feeling less blue today.

here’s smth I thought i must share!

a classmate shared this with me, this is rafflesplace 23 Oct 2009

It really is happening! I’m amazed and amuse,

my eyes nearly popped out! It’s an awesome idea.

I applaud the organizer, choreographer and the dancers :D

absolutely blue.

i’m absolutely blue today.

I didn’t do much work again.

I did a painting today, didn’t feel like talking or anything today.

blue.blue.blue.

inside of me, i found something hidden for a good enough time.

i realized, i bottled every hurt inside of me, refusing to say a thing.

Till today, it’s so blue that I decided to paint.

Painting needs no words, it’s just pure silence.

Just Daddy and I painting.

I picked the color and went ahead.

That’s how i felt, when i painted the above.

this heart, needs to be healed again..

sometimes, i wonder why i can’t put on a facade.

there seemed to be no way, to pretend i’m alright..

when i’m not at all.

Well, it’s not the end of the painting,

neither the healing thru painting.

But i’m just lost of what to paint at the empty space … or just write something..

Wells, well. enough said.